Anis zulaikha-part II

Zulaikha,

Doid you know that we almost lost you, not once but twice.

When you were about 2-3 month in your mum, your ma experienced something called threatened abortion. it means literally that you are slowly coming out from your ma's womb in the form of blood. In order to save you, we have decided to move closer to ma's working place so that she won't have to climb stairs and drive...and she took some day off. With the Allah's permission and medication you grow stronger and continue to grow..

According to your ma's theory, she said you might be a boy..again it has to do with the birds and the bees..please consult your ma for more details..=)! But at the end, her theory sank deep down to the unknown world..You were scanned to be a GIRL. as usual we get exited especially when you started to kick..hehe..Soon after that, we started to buy girly stuff for you, you know the girly stuff, the pink,=).

Do you remember anything about prophets, Mozart, beauty and the beast...yeah, we use to read the stories to you and put on some music..I hope you have enjoyed our stories =). By this time we have already selected a name for you and it was tadaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ANIS ZULAIKHA. I picked Zulaikha and Anis came from your ma. I hope you like your name because i hate mine..=)

For your information, there are some reasons why we picked Anis Zulaikha. 1) we wanted your name to have our initials, A and Z. 2) your name has to be simple and a bit classic and 3)because of the meaning of course! Anis = Best friend,we want you to be close with us like forever and ever and you will always be, Zulaikha= pretty, no matter how you look like to others, you will always be the prettiest girl ever born! And I thank Allah for that...Cool rite..

to be continued...abah nak sambung draft slide untuk viva =)

Ania Zulaikha-part 1

Wondering who is the owner of the name? She is my daughter.

This entry is dedicated to her. It is about her journey to this world =).

Anis Zulaikha,

Your mother and I first met at Sekolah Menengah Kebangsaan Raja Tun Uda for approximately a month. And then, she remained in the north and i went to the south for matriculation. Lost contact for about two years. I came back to the west coast for my BSc and she went to the east coast for her M.D. And then some how we get connected, we texted and few phone calls and then we declared ourselves as a couple (YOU ARE NOT ALLOWED TO DATE TILL YOU ARE ABOUT TO GRADUATE!!).

This dating stuff when for a years and finally your grandparents decided that we have to get engaged..The occasion was a blast (for more details please look at the pictures we have taken for you). It was 9th of May 2009.

And then in the 2nd of October 2010, we had decided to tie the not. We got married! Yeay!! it was a 3 days of celebration. It went well as we wanted. Believe me, it was seriously expensive! Your to' ba was mad at me for wasting my money.. Ok and then something happen between us (You can figure out what that something was when u r old enough, you can always your ma =)).

On our 1st month as a husband and wife, your ma told me that she might be pregnant. It was shocking for us because we didn't expect you to be formed this fast. We did the home pregnancy test, and it was vaguely positive, which means that there was a 50/50 chance you are developing inside your ma. It was conformed later that you are really in. I guess only Allah knows how happy i am at that time..I really cherished every single moment of your presence..

to be continued....

Sensitive!!

Lately, i have been noticing a small weird change in myself..I am getting more sensitive with baby issues..why? I have no idea..maybe it has to do with anis zulaikha, my precious gift from heaven, my daughter. You guys have no idea what i have gone through while waiting for her to arrive..my whole world almost crushed but thank Allah, she arrived safe and sound! Foyer labor room Kulim Hospital bergegar dengan bunyi dia menangis..hahaha..Wont forget 4th of July 2011.

im back..

Sunday 1041 am...

Didn't get a good nite sleep yesterday..astro suck as always and i ended up watching Joan River..Seriously i did get why she wants to critic how other celebs wear their clothes..I didn't get most of her jokes as well. Banyak sangat tuttttttttttttutttttttttt (censored!)..lantak kat dia.

Then i read one of my lecturer's blog..some of her entries were controversial some of them were funny..I did leave a few comments on her postings..Hopefully she won't take it personally..

Enough for now...later i'm goin to write about my journey to fatherhood....

Feasibility study on the ability of myself in blogging

Assalamualaikum and hola everyone (everyone?ada ker insan yg nak buang masa baca blog aku ni?)

I have no idea what triggers my interest to start blogging.

My boss is still reading my thesis, He said he'll try to finish reading by end of this month. Hopefully I can send my 10 copies asap..The more I read my thesis the more I question myself. That's the problem when you are thought to question. I am not 100 % satisfied with my thesis. For me, it doesn't seem to be perfect. Something is lacking somewhere. To be honest, I am a bit scared thinking bout my viva. Some of the stuff that I wrote is still a bit blur..I have some evidence but not convincing enough...mmmm...whatever it is, I am trying my best.

Nothing in this world is perfect rite!

Enough for today..I'll be posting more in the near future..see ya